"He trusts in God"

Matthew 27:32-44

Everything is busyness. There is too much to do, or at least I think the to do list is overwhelming. I am exhausted at the thought of it all.
The man coming to check on the alarm system is late. The dogs are getting frustrated with being left outside. I want to rush around and do things in the house but am hovering with intent to answer the door as soon as I hear tyres on the gravel.
Sometimes life is really black. Illness and death are present. The golden pot of money is empty. God seems to be nowhere as he was for Christ. With Christ I can still say I trust in God but is my trust evident to those who observe me?